Sunday 25 December 2011

Pulangkanlah dia.

Pulangkanlah dia.
Ke pangkuan aku.

Pulangkanlah dia.
Yang aku rindu.

Pulangkanlah dia.
Hanya itu yang aku perlu.

Pulangkanlah dia.
Kekasih hati aku.

Pulangkanlah dia.
Cinta hati aku

Tolonglah.
Bantu aku.
 
Pulangkanlah dia.

Thursday 15 December 2011

Thank You For The Broken Heart.

Everything I know about love
I learned from you,from you.
And everything I know about pain
I learned from you,from you.

You were my only,
you were my first.
You showed my lonely,
And you took me in when I was hurt.
But the most important thing you ever gave me,
was the one that hurt the most...

So thank you for the broken heart,
and thank you for the pernament scar.
Cause if it wasn't for you,
I might forget.
How it feels to let go,
And how it feels to get a brand new start.
So thank for the broken heart...

You were my only , but not my last,
you showed me lonely.
And you made me put you in the past.
But the most important thing you ever gave me was the one hurt the most...

So thank you for the broken heart,
and thank you for the permanent scar.
Cause if it wasn't for you,
I might forget.
How it feels to let go....
And how it feels to get a brand new start.
So thank for the broken heart

And every time I find myself alone in pieces.
I'll find myself.
I'll just remember when you hurt and I made it...

So thank you for the broken heart,
and thank you for the permanent scar.
Cause if it wasn't for you,
I wouldn't be here
with the love of my life.
All my pain disappeared,
I've come so far,
so thank you for the broken heart...
I thank you,
I thank you...for the broken heart
Broken heart
For my broken heart
I'll never have the broken heart again...

 J Rice - Thank You For The Broken Heart

Wednesday 14 December 2011

Temankan aku.

Ku kehilangan bersendirian
Tolonglah aku mencari hala tuju
Ku kehilangan penuh kesunyian
Temankan aku disini sedang menunggu

The Winner Takes It All.

I don't wanna talk about things we've gone through,
Though it's hurting me, now it's history.
I've played all my cards and that's what you've done too,
Nothing more to say, no more ace to play.
The winner takes it all,
The loser standing small beside the victory, that's her destiny.

I was in your arms thinking I belonged there,
I figured it made sense, building me a fence,
Building me a home, thinking I'd be strong there,
But I was a fool, playing by the rules.
The gods may throw a dice, their minds as cold as ice,
And someone way down here loses someone dear.

The winner takes it all, the loser has to fall,
It's simple and it's plain, why should I complain.

But tell me, does she kiss like I used to kiss you,
Does it feel the same when she calls your name.
Somewhere deep inside you must know I miss you,
But what can I say, rules must be obeyed.
The judges will decide the likes of me abide,
Spectators of the show always staying low.

The game is on again, a lover or a friend,
A big thing or a small, the winner takes it all.

I don't wanna talk if it makes you feel sad,
And I understand you've come to shake my hand.
I apologize if it makes you feel bad seeing me so tense, no self confidence.

Abba - The Winner Takes It All lyrics

Kau dan Aku.

Kau.
Kau telah hancurkan hatiku.
Kau telah hancurkan harapanku.
Kau hancurkan segala tentang kita berdua.

Tapi kau.
Kau ingin aku selalu mencintaimu.
Menyayangimu.
Mengasihimu.
Walau apapun yang kau lakukan padaku.

Dan aku.
Aku ingin kau tak ada di sini.
Aku mohon tinggalkan aku.
Tinggalkan aku sendiri.

Tapi aku.
Aku masih mencintaimu.
Menyayangimu.
Mengasihimu.
Walau apapun yang kau lakukan padaku.

Namun.
Sudah tak perlu lagi.
Kau yakinkan aku dengan cintamu.
Kini aku sedari.
Kau dan aku.
Tak bisa kembali bersama.
Selamanya.

Kehilangan.

Dingin malam yang membius diri.
Terasa kosong hidup ini.
Tiada rasa dalam jiwa ini.
Tiada penghuni dalam hati ini.

Semua hilang.
Kering kontang!

Ke mana penghuni itu pergi?

Ya.
Dia yang hilang dari hidup ini.
Dia yang ghaib dari mimpi ini.
Dia yang pergi dari cinta ini.
Tak ku bayangkan semua yang terjadi bagai mimpi.

Kau hancurkan hati ini.
Kau khianati cinta ini.
Semua janji satu hati.

Tak berdaya diriku.
Tak berharga olehmu

Aku terluka.
Aku merana.
Aku derita.

Sampainya hati.

Tuesday 13 December 2011

What goes around comes back around.

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must’ve been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed you ass and I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I’m so over you
So baby good lookin’ out

I wanted you bad
I’m so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I’m gon’ always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you’re hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don’t deserve my tears
I guess that’s why they ain’t there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed you ass and I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I’m so over you
So baby good lookin’ out
 
I wanted you bad
I’m so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I’ll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now
I know you want me back
It’s time to face the facts
That I’m the one that’s got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye

I used to want you so bad
I’m so through it that
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad
I’m so through it that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

Goes around, comes back around
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now

Beyonce – Best Thing I Never Had Lyrics

Thursday 1 December 2011

Siapa?

Aku sayang.
Aku rindu.
Aku puja.
Aku kasih. 
Aku cinta.


Siapa?
Kau!

Tiga bulan.

Tiga bulan.
Dari hari ini.
Pejam celik.
Pejam celik.
Ah, Tak sabar!

Hati teruja.
Tak terkata.
Cemas.
Gembira.
Bercampur baur.
Sedih pun ada.
Meninggalkan semua.
Lima tahun memang lama.

Tertanya-tanya lagi.
Layak ke diri ini?
Hanya berserah pada Ilahi.
Tunggu saja lah apa akan jadi.

Oh Tuhan.
Semoga terbalas segala budi.
Setiap manusia yang dikasihi.

Oh Tuhan.
Semoga dipermudahkan. 
Sepanjang perjalanan.




P/S: Lain dari sebelumnya. Ya. Berjaya.

Friday 25 November 2011

Mungkin?

Tetikus di'scroll'.
Atas ke bawah.
Bawah ke atas.
Atas bawah.
Atas bawah.
Atas bawah.

Semuanya sedih.
Menangis.
Sunyi.
Sepi.
Sendiri.
Kasihannya.
Tak penat?

Lainkali.
Akan cuba.
Selitkan elemen 'Happy'
Ya, lainkali.
Mungkin?
Heh.

Segi Empat Putih.

Segi empat berwarna putih itu.
Ditenung.
Direnung.
Tiada pesanan.
Tiada panggilan.

Segi empat berwarna putih itu.
Berbunyi.
"I’m trying hard not to resist the joy
Don’t listen to me I’m being paranoid"
(Heart Skips A Beat by Lenka)
Digenggam.
Penuh harapan.
"Hello?"
Suara yang dikenali.
Tapi bukan yang diharapkan.
Bukan yang dinanti.

*Termenung*

Segi empat berwarna putih itu.
Diperiksa.
Dibelek.
Entah mana silapnya.

*Termenung lagi*


Ah biarlah!
Terasa cecair jernih hangat di pipi.

Bulan dan Bintang.

Sang Bulan.
Untunglah kau.
Bertemankan Sang Bintang.
Hampir setiap malam.
Bagaimana rasanya?
Perasaan mempunyai teman setia.
Aku hampir lupa.

Ah cemburunya.

Sang Bintang.
Setianya kau.
Menemani Sang Bulan.
Berjanji menghiasi malam.
Berkongsi langit tinggi.
Biarpun ada masanya tidak ada di sisi.
Tapi akan tetap kembali.

Ah kagumnya.

Bulan tersenyum indah.
Dek kerana Bintang yang terang berkerdipan.
Ah. Biarlah Bulan dan Bintang menari.
Aku tinggalkan kalian sendiri.

Bulan dan bintang.
Saling mencintai.
Aku di bumi.
Menanti bintangku sendiri.




Wednesday 23 November 2011

Semoga tetap sama.

Tolong pergi.
Jauhkan diri.
Jauh darinya.
Ya. Semuanya.
Tolong?

Jangan dikacau halus jiwanya.
Jangan dicemari suci perasaannya.
Jangan diusik tulus hatinya,
Jangan diracuni benak mindanya.
Kasihankanlah dia.

Banyak dugaan untuknya.
Terlalu banyak.
Sudah sudahlah.
Tak perlu menambah sesedap rasa.


*berdoa*


Oh Tuhan!
Lindungi lah dia.
Peliharai lah dia.
Jagai lah dia.
Amin. Amin. Amin.

Semoga tetap sama.
Dan tak pernah lupa.

Tuesday 22 November 2011

Petang itu hujan.

Petang itu hujan.
Seorang.
Sendiri.
Sunyi.
Sepi.
Rindu.
Entah untuk ke berapa kali.


Tik. Tik. Tik.
Bunyi hujan.


Di mana kau?

Malam.
Bertemankan sang bulan lagi lah nampaknya.
Kalau sudi.

Monday 21 November 2011

Dengar.

Dengar.
Aku suruh kau dengar.
Kau mula beri nasihat.
Kau tak buat apa aku suruh.

Dengar.
Aku suruh kau dengar.
Kau kata aku tak patut rasa begitu.
Kau tak buat apa aku suruh.

Dengar.
Aku suruh kau dengar.
Kau kata aku kebudak-budakan.
Kau tak buat apa aku suruh.

Dengar.
Hanya itu yang aku mahu.
Jangan berkata apa-apa.


..........Diam..........


Dengar.
Masih mahu berkata-kata?
Tunggu giliran.
Aku pula akan mendengar.

Sakit.

Bila jaga.
Aku sakit.
Semakin sakit.
Sangat.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Tidur.

Ruang.

Terhenti.
Terkejut.
Aku tak boleh menangis.
Ini bukan aku.

Aku perlu ruang.
Beri aku bernafas.

Aku perlu ruang.
Juga kau.

Aku perlu masa.
Jelaskan segala.
Mencari jawapan.

Aku tulis.

Aku rasa.
Aku tulis.

Aku suka.
Aku tulis.

Aku baca.
Aku curi.
Aku tulis.




...........
Saja.
Dari tak buat apa.
Halal kan ya?